live. laugh. love

cuz :)

2009-12-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

went out with my loveeely cuzzies :D watched 2012, yeah i knw so late. cried like arse man. my face was so sticky from tears after the movie. saw kim :) with her aunty person sorta thing. haha. we ate nasi lemak at little orient or smething like tht then went wlking. it was pretty fun. i think i slept on the way bck to my grandma's hse but i'm not sure. i was like half asleep.

that boy

2009-12-07T15:16:00.003+08:00

to that boy that haunts my every thought, my every dream, my everything. i wish you wld leave me alone. but its not yr fault, its mine. i let myself fall too hard. way too hard. and im trying real hard to get bck up but i cant. everytime i see you my heart aches with the knowledge that you'll never feel the way i do. i wld say take a chance on me. but thats jus getting my hopes up and i dont wanna watch them fall again.

my grandparents

2009-12-07T14:25:00.001+08:00

i lovelovelove my grandparents. they're so cute. jus now my grandma cracked a joke abt vitamins and they were both laughing. teehee. and my grandma's cooking is handsdown the best cooking ever. better than 5star restaurants :D i love them.

Miserable At Best

2009-12-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

i was listening to this song jus now and for some reason it hit me like a tidal wave. i've listened to it a million times but i've never felt like this before. i shall write the parts tht hit me the most.

BRIDGE
But compared to your eyes,
nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

CHORUS
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

VERSE 2
You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

*sniff*

SKSH ♥

2009-12-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

IM them ♥♥

Reena Lily
- besties since like FOREVER :)

Farah Najwa
- we found you after going through a series of lame 3rd besties :D

Nadeem KB
- 5 months yaww :D thks for those awesome times.

Nor Azlina
- love-hate-love-hate-love-hate-love relationship. HAHA. ily az ♥

Andrea Alexandra
- still besties :)

Mel Ng
- melllllllyyyy ily :D

Sara Kelsey
- stayback girl. she used to go home at like 7. sara is awesome!

Laila Nabila
-zawi ;)

Alisya Razman Adam
- thriple threat right here!

Taquiddin Tamunif
- geez wht happened to him?

New Moon OU

2009-12-01T14:27:00.002+08:00

went to ou to watch new moon with ian hon, amirah teh, ira erina, andrea alexandra, syed emir, nadira hussain, javed khan, wan hariz, and sulaiman. it was so fun. we laughed so much during the movie cos it was so random. and i couldnt breathe at every shirtless jacob part. it was pretty good. then we wandered around. went to action city where the bitchy sales girl was so bitchy. haha. went to dreamworld and took awesome pictures :D

YAWAP 2 :D

2009-12-01T14:18:00.003+08:00

so this past weekend youth went to penang. it was awesome.

DAY 1

arrived at church at a little past 8. this was not my fault BTW. we left for penang and in the bus, sat at the back with tasha and chris. chris tlked the whole way through. haha. i think i knw him VERY well now. reached penang and ate sisters' char koay teow. yumyum. went to batu feringghi night market where my feet were sore like yr bottom after sitting on fire. tasha and charlene shopped like nobodys business. i bought some stuff too :)

DAY 2

woke up, ate breaky. had a session. beach games! shopped shopped. well, lets skip to the evening. chris kept indirectly insulting me and tasha. tht boy is too cute. haha. at night went BFNM again and bought dvds. after tht, chris was really upset cos this guy deleted him off fb. me and tasha went to 'bond' with the others cos the three of us (me, tasha and chris) hung out the whole trip so we decided to mix with the others. but it didnt really work out. went bck to comfort chris, then at night everyone hung out at our room.

DAY 3

bought shoes! left penang at 1 arrived at 9pm! omg. bus was freezing. watched like 4 movies. i didnt watch the 1st movie cos i was at the bck watching a walk to rmbr on charlene's phone. so sad, cried like THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS much.

:D

2009-11-26T12:03:00.002+08:00

my last few posts hv been so.. :S so imma write something good.

so, last week, i got a text from my old tuition teacher, FBI :D and it jus made me think how easy it was at strawberry hill. a place filled with love and happiness. haha.

Rachel, Vern, Lynn, you guys made it so enjoyable for me there. Rach, we were like BBBBBFFS last yr and we totally drifted apart this year. but things happen for a reason, right? and sure, we have our ups and downs, but thing is, its hard to forget the love we shared. bestest besties for 3 yrs. so you're still my bff okay? despite anything tht happens.

Vern :) im not sure if i was yrs, but you were certainly MY best friend last yr. and you still are this yr. even though we're not as close, you're so nice its hard NOT to love you :D stay awesome, and dont forget the memories we shared. pictures fade but memories are forever ♥

Lynn. my mom thinks you're really pretty. haha. and i do too. on the inside and on the outside. even though we werent really tht close, you're an amazing girl and we both knw tht :D

stay tuned for my sksh one :)

MITCH

2009-11-26T11:50:00.001+08:00

you male bitch.. MITCH. ungrateful little a'hole. hrmph.

my previous post

2009-11-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure whether i meant wht i said in my previous post. i mean, i feel really bad cos she's my friend and all. i did mean it, cos its kinda true but i feel so bad. we've been friends for a pretty long time you knw? but i hv to speak my mind! its true wht i said. GAH. did you guys feel like this when you wrote yr first bitch post?

attention seeker

2009-11-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

i think this might be my first bitch post.

you: you're bitchy, you think you're all tht but you're not. face it, not everyone copies you. maybe you're copying everyone else. you treat yr friends like dirt. as if they dont hv other friends. sure, some guys like you, but some guys arent all guys. you are pretty, i'll give you tht. its not that i hate you, i dont. i jus hate what you've become.

AQUARIA AND AFTER EXAMS

2009-11-17T14:46:00.002+08:00

on monday the 17th of nov, we went to aquaria! like almost half the forms 1s and form two prefects. it was fun. took so many photos. teeheeee. 4th dayaversary yo. :)

going to school jus for fun now. played truth or dare. had to lick ian! *shudder* anyway not much to say..

2009-11-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

AQUARIA. CANT WAIT! :D

First Day After Exams

2009-11-13T13:19:00.002+08:00

so today was goodbye form 5s say so we were at the dewan (technically) the whole day. it started out pretty boring (except SHU kept standing next to me :D) but then the fun started.

our class party was rocking. everyone agreed ours was the best. the food was fantabuous. fried chicken YUMMM.

after our class party, we went bck to the technically dewan, abd we saw june dance. it was awesome! then we took pics, me and ian took lotsa hapy pics :) and vern and mel were taking pics with us. ooh natasha too! then they started the saying bye to form 5s, loads of sad songs.

andrea wrote this thing with emir and his sibling's initials and emir didnt figure it out for half an hour. oooohh and we tlked to muscle boobs! he's so cool. we are worthy! he moved his boob for us. MAMMA MIA. haha. ohh and andrea had to take pics with jeffrey choong. WEIRD.

i think thts all. today was 'epicly' fun tht i might hv missed out some stuff. ohhh and i now knw wht ftw means. thks ian. it was like a revelation when i finally got it.

Exams Over

2009-11-12T15:34:00.002+08:00

whoot! exams are over babeyh. i think i did quite badly :( but who cares? its over, time to party :)

aquaria on monday yeyah! cant wait man.

i'm now calling bus drivers trying to find a bus for penang. sigh, the things i do for youth.

blargh, i have piano class later. the horror. pootie tang :) does anyone know what tht means? pls tell me if you do.

Complicated Girls & Loves Loves Loves

2009-11-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

sigh, girls. they were all like 'wtf dont write bitch posts they're so bitchy' and yet they're writing bitch posts.
everyone who reads this and does that will be like : ooh terasa!

dont be hypocrites, guys. who says you cant write a bitch post once in a while? just dont condemn ppl for it.

ah yes and i love love love kim's blog yo! it rocks. me wuvvv you kimmy kok :D

YAWAP CONFIRMED

2009-11-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

whoot! penang trip confirmed. made plenty of calls. ayeee there goes my phonebill. but at least the drama is pver :) cant wait lalala. needa study, seni tmrw D: i hate seni. blargh.

2009-11-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

last day of exams tmrw.. and theres like so much drama with the penang trip its unbelievable. i cant wait for friday, after exams is always the best. i dont really hv much to blog abt.. SHU is hawt!

2009-11-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

hey :) havent been blogging cos of exams. probably wont be till after exams. science was the worst, so hard. and geo today wasnt tht good i was sick so the whole time i was thinking :
"geez fran hurry up so you can sleep!"

anyway, after two weeks of not seeing ML i was like "yes! i'm over him!" and i kept telling everyone tht. i was like so proud of myself. then, on sunday, i saw him, and i was like whoosh! omg, i like him again. havent stopped thinking abt him since. its annoying! bck to square one again. i am frustrated and mad at myself. my heart is not strong at all! sigh, fran fran.

2009-10-26T14:52:00.002+08:00

had an AWESOME weekend, on sat, me and claudine painted the youth hut then changed into our floral clothes for the garden tea party :) on saunday, nat was at church! YAYYY! :D i'm super happy she's bck, tht made my sunday :) whoot! then i went to my uncle's hse for dinner and saw my cutie patootie cuzzie :)

my name is fran and i can do the can can like everyone can!

2009-10-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

my name is fran im at youth now sitting in the circle were playing here a circle playing "passing secrets" i cant understand :] oh yahh! i fell in love with a DJ! and i said sally im scared of lizards,.... i just stood up to look up by the ! i dunno what is happening i think the first one is lyke ! hmmpphh "when harry met sally and gave birth to benny , benny gave birth to mamie! and the newest one ! i got a bible :] ok i g2g now bye
btw : kimberly wrote this

2009-10-23T13:37:00.002+08:00

forgot to do this jus now, happy birthday ian hon :) ian's like my closest guy friend. hooo yeah.
:)

2009-10-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday, i brought brownies to school and everyone kept complaining it was too small. if you like it, eat it, if you dont, i'll refund you. dont like it and complain. tards. and i took the prefect exam, so hard man! haha. me and pearly are quite close now, ily pearly :) oh oh i cant wait till dymi finishes 13 reasons why so i can read it. oh and, ily reena :) and ily andrea :) yea, i'm bored. haha. exams coming soon :( and nats coming bck tmrw! :D

2009-10-20T16:18:00.002+08:00

brought brownies to school today. they were a hit! :) got like loadsa orders.

omg, i just watched the last episode of Taking The Stage *sniff* it was an amazing show and i'm so sad that it has come to an end. *snifffffff* i concluded from the show tht, Jasmine is really nice and an amazing ballerina and she'll make it big. tyler is an asshole but he can dance like whoa. malik is nice and he's a triple threat, he dances like whoa, sings like whoa and acts quite well, he's probably my fave. shaakira is, nice and a great ballerina. mia, nice singer but dont like her. Taking The Stage, i will miss you ♥

2009-10-16T15:58:00.002+08:00

yes, she's hot.

ANDREA ALEXANDRA - fabuloousity to the highest degree. mah bestie, the most amazingest girl in the whole wide world. she puts a smile on my face everyday, she makes going to school a joy. boys love her, girls love her, 'its' love her. she could turn a gay guy straight ;p

you had yr dreams i had mine,

you had yr fears i was fine,

showed me what i couldnt find,

when two different worlds collide ♥

-sung by demi lovato for her best friend, selena gomez-

2009-10-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

ohhhemmmgeeee. so lets review wht happened on Taking The Stage today. tyler broke up with jasmine. asshole. and jasmine didnt get into julliard. and when i think mia is getting nice, explaining why jasmine is clinging on to tyler like tht, she goes 'thts how you know its over'. like, whts wrong with her. urgh. and on monday(which seems like forever) there will be tears. i CANT WAIT!

2009-10-16T13:02:00.002+08:00

stayed up SUPER late last night baking for my sis. then i found out i hv no pecans! EGADS! so this morning i went ot buy and now, still baking. and i jus did something i shldnt hv done. dont ask. i need to seek forgiveness from God. sigh.. fran fran. now i'm hungry. gotta go eat lunch! might blog later abt Taking The Stage.

2009-10-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday, America Dreams was so sad. cos JJ and Beth broke up. sooo sad :(

anyways today in school, poor andrea was forced to kiss emir. i'm sure she didnt want her first kiss to be like tht. and me and anum had a heartfelt tlk. it was nice.

Taking The Stage today was AWFUL. tyler is such a player. and tmrw he's going to make a move on mia. WTF. he was chasing jasmine and he was all 'oooh jasmine i LOVE you' but now? loser. i'm no longer team tyler and jasmine, jus team jasmine.

2009-10-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

borrowed Wuthering Heights from andrea today. quite interesting. the word ejasculate is in there alot but i dont think it means wht the dictionary says. haha. and we won for the geo thingy today! whoot!
and now..
TAKING THE STAGE!!
well, tyler and jasmine are bck together. tyler was so darn sweer at her party! he danced to with you by chris brown for her :) but but but tmrw! they might break up again cosa stupid mia. like, yuo and tyler are NOTHING so get over it. and jasmine too, i mean, tyler said he loves you and him and mia are jus friends, stop being so sensitive. but tyler started this whole thing by cheating on her. so, yea. but i'm still all for tyler and jasmine ♥ bck off mia. anyway, we'll jus hv to see tmrw.

2009-10-13T16:05:00.002+08:00

I FREAKING LOVE TAKING THE STAGE! OMG ITS LIKE THE BESTEST FREAKING SHOW EVER! I'm freaking out man. Tyler and Jasmine ♥ my gawshhhh i hope she takes him bck. stupid mia she just messed everything up. but she's a good singer. this show has inspired me to write a song :) WATCH IT PPL! BESTEST SHOW EVERRRRRRRR.

2009-10-09T14:23:00.002+08:00

OMG i jus watched Bring It On: In It To Win I! it was cheertastic. thks kim for letting me borrow yr dvd! this is like th 6th time i've watched it. thks to rachel as well. cos if she didnt lend me her dvd last yr, i never wld've known abt it! it was so awesom! i'm never gonna get sick of it. i'm thinking of watching again later. hehe. i'm gonna try to put 'cheer' in front of all my words now. hehe i cheerlove the movie! i gonna watch it again later cos its so cheerfabulous. cheerwhoot! haha. oh yea, this morning, me and kim went for women's fellowship. it was cheerawesome. we learnt how to make candles. okay, i hv ntg to tlk abt anymore. blog later. see you cheerlater!

2009-10-08T14:23:00.003+08:00

hehe, yea, still online. i'm jus in a blogging mood today. i wanna watch Bring It On: In It To Win It cos its such a good movie and i havent watched it in AGES but all the websites only hv Fight To The Finish or All Or Nothing. wow, i've watched a lot of Bring It Ons. haha. i just feel like watching In It To Win It. which, i've gotta say, has the hottest cast. Carson and Penn :) they're both so good looking. sigh.. i may not be hot like Carson, but i sure do hope i find a Penn :) haha.

2009-10-08T12:16:00.002+08:00

OMG while i'm still online, let me dedicate this special post to V Factory ♥ i heard the song love struck a long time ago but i never realised how hotttttt and sexyyyyy they were. hubba hubba. i'm in love. honestly, i think the hottest are Asher Book and Jared Murillo. they're all hot, but i like those two the best. and yea, Jared Murillo is the guy that dated Ashley Tisdale. my gawsh why did she break up with him? tard. sigh.. i'm totally Love Struck ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-10-08T11:51:00.002+08:00

i better make this quick, in case my dad comes home.

last night, i had a dream. it was abt the past. and, well, i think it was bcos before i slept, i was looking into my old pics. so, my old pics. it was when rachel had curly hair, no fringe. yea. i knew her way bck when. i like the new you, but i miss the old you :( anyway, reena had no fringe, i had no fringe! my hair was super long. yea, thts right. bck when we were dancing :) but the hardest to look at i guess was the strawberry hills pictures. tuition. yea, everyone has changed. it hurts. school too, we grew apart, the nine of us. sigh.. memories. i think i might cry now. yeesh fran! get a grip! i'd give anything to go bck to those days. love you guys :)

2009-10-07T15:10:00.002+08:00

watched JENNIFER'S BODY for 20mins jus now. got so freaked out, had to stop. adam brody ♥ tht guy is so sexy. but not as sexy as drew roy. drew roy is like sexyyyyyyyy. haha. an di was reading ppl's blogs, and i read VERN'S. it rocks. ily vern :) anyway, she was tlking abt dailybooth. so i was like, hrm, if vern says its cool, it must be cool, so i decided to join. after i made it blablabla, i had to upload a picture. but i was too damn lazy so i decided to maybe do it later or another day. now im watching Gossip Girl. Haaahhh Gossip Girl. its the most amzingest show ever. actually, no, not really. there are loads of amazing shows. like wizards of waverly place, hannah montana, jonas, royal pains, 90210(i love 90210!), desperate housewives, reaper, bones, csi, etc etc etc. i could go on forever. haha. anyway, bck to watching gg now. bye byeeee :)

2009-10-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of pmr hols :) well.. lets see what happened at school yesterday. hrm.. okay, i brought pecan pies, which i stayed up till 12am baking! then, we went for kh and made curry puffs. it was pretty tasteless, but i'm still proud of us :) when we were done, all of us crowded around the table to hv a feast :) yummsss. after rehat, we went to all the different labs. and we did the we-can-pass-up-our-seni-next-week dance and the pn-chua-didnt-come-today dance. well, thts it. haha. happy holidays, fellow form one-ers.

2009-10-02T13:47:00.002+08:00

THEM GIRLS :) btw, sorry if i forgot anyone, i had so many ppl in my head but when i started writing this, my mind jus went blank ;p

Claudine Low
she knows all my secrets, she's always there for me, and she understands me like no one else does :)

Charlene Low
she's a genuinely nice girl, and she's amazing

Reena Lily
always been my bestie, and always will be

Andrea Alexandra
drama queen ;) i loveee her

Kimberly Kok
she gets me, and i tell her everything!

Aimanissa Sulaiman
she's the most fun girl i knw! we laugh together, we dance together, we love each other!

Nadira Hussain
she's fun, she's random, and i can tell her my secrets :)

Natasha Tan
mah kindy friend!

Nur Dini
its so fun tlking to her!

Dymitrah Anantham
she's adorable!

Natalie Tan
i. miss. her. !

Melissa Ng
bestie ;)

Tengku Anum
she's so nice!

Sara Kelsey Tyson
my mommy :)

Farah Najwa
one of my longest besties. she wont even read this.

Nor Azlina
we fight a lot, but i love her anyway

Rachel Lee
we used to be bestest best friends, i dont knw wht happened :( but i still love her!

Pang Huey Vern
we used to be close, now not so much :( we still tlk though!

Pang Huey Lynn
same as vern!

2009-09-30T15:04:00.002+08:00

andrea said i should 'spice up' my blog with a bit of coulour. haha. hrmm this week passed pretty fast. youth on saturday was so stressful. they kept tlking. i was pretty pissed at my group members. ohh, and i'm pretty confused abt the guy i like.. i dont actually knw whtr i still like him after he was in my group on sat but one of my close guy friends who is friends with him said tht i shld jus stick it out for awhile. i'll do tht. haha. bubble tea! today is last day of yippie cup promo. i'm going with my sis :)

2009-09-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

today, i shall tlk abt DRAMA. its totally unnecessary, stupid and, tarded. haha. i hv to admit, i cause my fair share of drama. but i wont anymore! ppl wanna tlk bad abt me behind my bck? let them. who cares? i hv friends who wont do tht to me, so you can just get lost. haha. take my advice ppl. honestly. jus let it go. drama is dumb. spastic. so stop it.

2009-09-18T11:40:00.004+08:00

my prediction is tht today, the first day of hols, is going to be as uneventful as ever. haha. i dont knw whtr i want to reply him on fb, its confusing, life is confusing. hm, wht oh wht wld i normally be doing now. school. haih, holidays are great. boring, but great, watching tv all day in my jimjams. yes, i dont change from my jimmys until like 4 in the evening. haha. thts how lazy i am. ppl are online but, ntg to tlk abt. life is sad when there's ntg to say. like in school yesterday when me, jeffrey, ian h., ian w., dini, aiman, nadira had ntg to say to each other. owww my stomach hurts ): i hate this time of month. life, life, life,. it confuses me, it pains me, it bores me. sometimes. haha. ciao for now (:

2009-09-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

omg, school was awful today. it was boring, i got my, you knw, and they were throwing tiny bombs all round the school! thk goodness its hols. oh yea, exam is on the 2-13 nov. i think youth alpha camp is gonna be on the 30,31, 1nov or 6,7,8 nov. so i've come up with a plan. i'm jus gonna study from now, so even if camp is right in the middle of exam, i can go and still be ready for my exams. brilliant eh? oh, and happy raya to all muslims and happy hols to all non-muslims :)

2009-09-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

school was so fun tday. we had a hobo circle, and tlked abt stuff :) well, thts cos en. zaki didnt come. his wife is giving birth. i was like 'he's married?!' haha. oh, and the worst thing ever! exam is from 9.11.09 - 20.11.09. mayb. 20th is the last day of school! no freedom! i hope tht doesnt happen. during history, teacher tlked abt ghosts. it was freakyyy. haha. whoooo roller-blading with aiman and nadira. mayb andrea. so excited :) oh yea, and start of youth alpha 2!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

gahhh, i havent blogged for so long. church camp was amazing! :) nat's gone, :( erhh, i think one of my besties is mad at me :( i've apologised to her so, we'll see wht happens. :)

2009-08-26T12:00:00.002+08:00

Goodbye FOR NOW, natalie tan

natalie tan jia yan, my best friend, my rock of support. i love you hunneh bunch. :) we've only known each other for a few months but it feels like years. you've always been there for me. i remember the first time you came for youth, we didnt even tlk. haha. during kampar was when we got closer, i told you some of my secrets then. and now, wow, its amazing how much our friendship has grown. me, you, kim, claud, char. the five of us :) i knew for awhile you were leaving, but it shocks me how fast time pasts. i cant believe you're going. but i knw for a fact tht our friendship will stand the test of time and distance. i love you forever,nat.

♥ fran.

2009-08-25T14:59:00.000+08:00

I just found out that natalie tan is fine :) yayyyy! church camp :)

2009-08-24T11:35:00.001+08:00

being totally paranoid right now. i feel so down.

2009-08-24T10:54:00.002+08:00

Saturday - me, claud, charlene met up with chester and his friends to go ice skating, and yea, i sucked! then we went to youth, nat's last youth meeting, poor girl's face was bloated!

Sunday - me and claud took care of the 3-5 yr olds. so fun, they were adorable :)

today - had theory exam. quite hard.

2009-08-20T18:35:00.002+08:00

still not feeling better! i've been missing school. exams! i missed 5 subjects! luckily this is jus a monthly test. pray for me! i must be better for youth so i can be there for nat's last youth meeting :( awh i'll miss tht girl. :(

2009-08-18T15:36:00.002+08:00

omg, been sick for the past few days, horrible food poisoning. i went to penang from thurs-sat, it was pretty fun. youth on sat, brian, chester's b'day :)ohhhh oh yea. i FINALLY watched hsm3. i got the dvd in penang along with a few other dvds :) wht a great movie! wayyyy better than the first two. zac and vanessa's chemistry was so evident. amazing... haha. i had exam today. i couldnt concentrate acos i wasnt feeling well. but i think i did okay :)

2009-08-11T17:10:00.001+08:00

spanish for i like him : me gusta le?

no idea. haha. spanish is tiring :P

2009-08-11T16:33:00.002+08:00

on saturday during youth, nat told us she'ss gonna leave in a few weeks. i was shocked, so soon? :'(

2009-08-04T17:42:00.006+08:00

Te amo ♥

i love you
andrea,
claudine,
kimberly,
charlene,
natalie,
natasha,
aimanissa,
nadira,
dini,
anum,
rachel lee
azlina
etc.

i shld probably learn i like you in spanish so tht i can put him ♥

dont get mad if your name isnt there, i still love you :) i probably just forgot to put yr name, so if you feel yr name shld be there, go to my tagboard and tell me! i'll edit it!

2009-08-03T20:11:00.004+08:00

blablabla at kim's hse now with CLAUDINE and charlene but char's being anti-social :p here are some pics :)

Luckily Online

2009-07-23T18:23:00.002+08:00

Today, i'm not supposed to be online. i'm normally only online tuesdays. its a long story. but today my sis is out so YAY i'm online. hehe. today, there was a fight in school. quite entertaining, like watching a free play. OH YEAH. on wednesday, the ever beautiful NATALIE TAN texted me and said the the guy i like(M.L.) said hi to me. which is WEIRD. cos, yea, i havent tlked to him before. well, i did, 1 sentence. haha. anyway, i didnt believe her. i asked her whtr she was serious when she said tht. and she said yes, she doesnt make stuff up. and i was super worked up abt it. thts the effect he has on me. :) then today, S.H. waved and smiled at me! i calmly waved and smiled back, but inside i was going OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! i dont like him or anything, cos, you knw, i like M.L. but boy! he's hot! he's actually one of my close guy friend's brother. and before last week he didnt knw me. haha. well, i think thts it. i guess i'll be online again on monday cos my sis will be out. YIPEE!

2009-07-21T16:52:00.005+08:00

today in school, me, ANDREA, IAN W., IAN H., EMIR, NADIRA created a new language. so now ppl wont understand wht we're tlking abt. HAHA. it's all thks to the song hawaiian roller coaster. haha. i dont hv much to say. EXTRA TERRESTIALS :) tht was dedicated to andrea.

here are a few(three) pics from church on sunday:

me in nat's shades

HAHA. kim took this pic of me!

kim and me. the sun is shining right at my face.

grr. mean sun!

Faith

2009-07-17T13:50:00.009+08:00

Faith
is not believing

that God can

it's knowing that

He will

hey here are some pics that from the SAPCKL funfair and church:

natalie!

mmm....i wonder who baked those delicious brownies. oh! me!

haha. i'm cool like tht! um, interesting expression reena

me and charlene. we're so red cos we're under a red tent

me and natalie

me and claudine

haha look at the look claud's giving me!

Back to Normal...ALMOST

2009-07-16T18:02:00.002+08:00

Glad to report that everything in school is almost okay again. except for JEFFREY LIM who still wont talk to me and ANDREA TAY. I saw that smile on your face! I know you're just doing it to torture us. I was wrong, you were right. I'm sorry!!! stayed back today. was boring at first, but then it became quite fun. talked to ANDREA TAY and it was pretty fun cause we were reminiscing about the good ol' times. haha. oh yeah, and me and RACHEL LEE talked in school today. yay. i'm starting to like the new arrangement. tomorrow's friday. this week passed fast. hopefully JEFFREY LIM will talk to us.

It's Getting Better

2009-07-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

It's safe to say that school will be better again. I've made up with all of them. RACHEL LEE and I have decided that we will talk in school, but we'll stay with our own groups. So don't worry ANDREA TAY fran still loves you and fran will still hang out with you all the time k? haha.

I Hate School!

2009-07-14T16:10:00.003+08:00

i love saturdays and sundays, when i can go to youth and church. my youth friends are the best, i.e those ppl i mentioned in my last post in capital, bolded, large letters. and of course others i didnt mention too. those are my real friends. my school friends are so....URGH. the people tht make school survivable for me are ANDREA TAY, IAN HON, NOOR NADIRA, AIMANISSA SULAIMAN, MELISSA NG, NUR DINI, DYMITRAH, TENGKU ANUM, SYED EMIR ASHMAN, KIMKOK(notice her name was mentioned in my other post too, thts cos we go to the same school and church!) etc. sorry if your name wasnt mentioned there. if you feel like it should be, pls tell me. anywayyyy, ppl tht i thought were my best friends have been bitching abt me left and right, even though i've been nothing but nice to them! i just dont understand! and now everyone thinks i cant keep secrets cos THOSE ppl have been saying tht. well i CAN! dont listen to those mean bitches. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh i want to go to international school! thks, to those ppl i mentioned on top in bold and capital letters, and also to those ppl i mentioned in my last blog, also in bold and capital, and my other youth friends. u guys are the best :) and NO THKS to those ppl who bitched abt me and told lies abt me.

MY EMO POST

2009-07-10T17:43:00.003+08:00

According to my friends, my last blog was emo. so pls ignore it. now i will be super happy :))))))))) eeeeheeeheeeee. on 4th of July, i went for SAPCKL's fun fair and i met this super amazing guy. well, i didnt actually talk to him. but i can tell. i love CLAUDINE, NATALIE TAN JIA YAN, KIMKOK & CHARLENE. hehe claudine and kim are helping me with tht guy. and today i went out to OU to buy charlene a present with kim and i spent almost 70bucks. we bought her an amazing bag. anywayz ciao for now :)

What Hurts The Most

2009-07-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

OUCHIESSS

what hurts the most is that the one i wanted didnt want me. he chose her. just when i thought i might have a chance. when he started talking to me more and more and more. when he started smiling at me in class. when he accepted that dare this morning. but WHY? what does she have that i dont have? oh wait. i can answer that. EVERYTHING. HIM. im trying to move on. but its hard, seeing as we're in the same class and, well, his best friend is my best friend. and, the worst part is, i tease him about her, i tell everyone he likes her like i think its funny. well. i dont. moving on is all i can do. ):

Best Friends, Boyfriends

2009-06-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

I have many many many many best friends. there are a few main ones i.e rachel, azlina, andrea, aimanissa, melissa and two or three others. but the two that i really hang out with are rachel and azlina. but sometimes i feel different from them. especially rachel. i love her to death but when we're with other ppl she makes me feel slightly left out. but when we're texting, she's fun. i really do love her though, no matter what. besties forever. azlina hardly makes me feel left out but sometimes she pulls rachel aside and they talk bout something and leave me standing there like a douche bag. all these things aside, they're the bestest friends i could ever have, and they make me really happy. love u guys! and now, boyfriends. they're really complicated species, boys. i haven't had a boyfriend in two months. but there are a coule of boys i've got my eye on, XD boys are a nessecity so i hope i get one soon!

Goodbye

2009-06-22T15:47:00.001+08:00

Rachel Yap went to Seattle yesterday for good): miss yer

Here are some pics from her farewell dinner:

over the shoulder

erhhh

both of us

Rachel Yap's hair

our feet