went out with my loveeely cuzzies :D watched 2012, yeah i knw so late. cried like arse man. my face was so sticky from tears after the movie. saw kim :) with her aunty person sorta thing. haha. we ate nasi lemak at little orient or smething like tht then went wlking. it was pretty fun. i think i slept on the way bck to my grandma's hse but i'm not sure. i was like half asleep.

to that boy that haunts my every thought, my every dream, my everything. i wish you wld leave me alone. but its not yr fault, its mine. i let myself fall too hard. way too hard. and im trying real hard to get bck up but i cant. everytime i see you my heart aches with the knowledge that you'll never feel the way i do. i wld say take a chance on me. but thats jus getting my hopes up and i dont wanna watch them fall again.

i lovelovelove my grandparents. they're so cute. jus now my grandma cracked a joke abt vitamins and they were both laughing. teehee. and my grandma's cooking is handsdown the best cooking ever. better than 5star restaurants :D i love them.

i was listening to this song jus now and for some reason it hit me like a tidal wave. i've listened to it a million times but i've never felt like this before. i shall write the parts tht hit me the most.

BRIDGE
But compared to your eyes,
nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

CHORUS
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

VERSE 2
You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

*sniff*

IM them ♥♥

Reena Lily
- besties since like FOREVER :)

Farah Najwa
- we found you after going through a series of lame 3rd besties :D

Nadeem KB
- 5 months yaww :D thks for those awesome times.

Nor Azlina
- love-hate-love-hate-love-hate-love relationship. HAHA. ily az ♥

Andrea Alexandra
- still besties :)

Mel Ng
- melllllllyyyy ily :D

Sara Kelsey
- stayback girl. she used to go home at like 7. sara is awesome!

Laila Nabila
-zawi ;)

Alisya Razman Adam
- thriple threat right here!

Taquiddin Tamunif
- geez wht happened to him?

went to ou to watch new moon with ian hon, amirah teh, ira erina, andrea alexandra, syed emir, nadira hussain, javed khan, wan hariz, and sulaiman. it was so fun. we laughed so much during the movie cos it was so random. and i couldnt breathe at every shirtless jacob part. it was pretty good. then we wandered around. went to action city where the bitchy sales girl was so bitchy. haha. went to dreamworld and took awesome pictures :D

so this past weekend youth went to penang. it was awesome.

DAY 1

arrived at church at a little past 8. this was not my fault BTW. we left for penang and in the bus, sat at the back with tasha and chris. chris tlked the whole way through. haha. i think i knw him VERY well now. reached penang and ate sisters' char koay teow. yumyum. went to batu feringghi night market where my feet were sore like yr bottom after sitting on fire. tasha and charlene shopped like nobodys business. i bought some stuff too :)

DAY 2

woke up, ate breaky. had a session. beach games! shopped shopped. well, lets skip to the evening. chris kept indirectly insulting me and tasha. tht boy is too cute. haha. at night went BFNM again and bought dvds. after tht, chris was really upset cos this guy deleted him off fb. me and tasha went to 'bond' with the others cos the three of us (me, tasha and chris) hung out the whole trip so we decided to mix with the others. but it didnt really work out. went bck to comfort chris, then at night everyone hung out at our room.

DAY 3

bought shoes! left penang at 1 arrived at 9pm! omg. bus was freezing. watched like 4 movies. i didnt watch the 1st movie cos i was at the bck watching a walk to rmbr on charlene's phone. so sad, cried like THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS much.